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    9/25/2006

    我认识的七个理想主义者(三)钱江(zz)

    发信人: tt (飘飘派旗手), 信区: Physics
    标 题: 我认识的七个理想主义者(三)---by Fang
    发信站: 北大未名站 (2001年11月28日20:44:52 星期三), 站内信件

    发信人: Fang (谁说offer会有的?), 信区: Physics
    标 题: 我认识的七个理想主义者(三)
    发信站: 大话西游站 (2001年02月19日16:11:04 星期一), 站内信件

    我认识的七个理想主义者(三)钱江

    李敖先生说:“神话有两种。一种是神话,一种是国民党反攻大陆。”

    李敖先生一定不认识钱江。

    最近一次和钱江通信是在上学期,我向他询问有关申请Harvard的事宜。其时他刚到Harvard不久,正在做着高等量子力学的TA,收到我的求救,忙里偷闲,很快批示说,如果没有研究背景,申请Harvard会很难,美国佬不看GRE的。三言两语之间将我吓退。哼,我记得他在Stanford的时候可没有那么意气风发,还要四处求人写推荐信,并且总不满意。毕竟,三封推荐信里只有两个诺贝尔奖,也真够让人耿耿于怀的了。还有不争气的GRE语文,是不是400分出头?呵呵……连那个教授都不得不承认:“钱江的GRE确实不太好……不过话说回来,我本人的英语也不大好,可这并不妨碍我得诺贝尔奖。”小时候看杨朔的散文,横竖就一个“欲扬先抑”,没想到老外玩起来也一样笔法娴熟。

    我就是不明白,Stanford比Harvard差在哪儿了。按理说,Stanford对他也够仁至义尽的了。97年诺贝尔奖Laughlin收他当徒弟,带他去Washinton参加国际会议,大三就让他判研究生作业,能做的都做了,就是留不住。难怪Laughlin要哀叹:“Stanford快要没有好学生了……你要走就走吧,我也不拦你。不过你记住,别的地方不要你,Stanford保底。”我怎么听怎么就不像人话。

    要说Harvard也算是钱江的一桩夙愿了。他大二刚申请transfer那会,每天中午在学一吃饭,左手一部《孟子》,右手一把勺子,嘴里念念有词,Harvard快来……我问,你现在还有心情看《孟子》?他答,没办法,哲学系一哥们托他写稿子,平时没空,只好利用饭前便后了。我于是想起他大一时候写了篇论文送哲学系参评,得过二等奖的。不光哲学,文史也巨牛。一次他去听中文系的课,末了和教授探讨一个问题,满嘴经籍,周围中文系同仁个个听得目瞪口呆,那教授见状慨叹中文系今不如昔。偶然一次我和他谈起我们家楼里住了些大牛,报出金岳霖卞之琳钱钟书夏鼐,他就激动得瞳孔紧缩,浑身抽搐,迫不及待地大声问道:叶秀山在不在?贺麟在不在?沈有鼎呢?我一一据实回答,贺麟在三单元,叶秀山原来在平房后来搬出去了,还有那个沈什么来着的?我没听说过。他惊讶地问,沈有鼎!沈有鼎你没听说过?我说,没听说过,不过四单元还有一个搞哲学的叫周礼全。他立刻纠正说,周先生是搞数理逻辑的。我说,哦,他给我讲过理发师悖论,别的我就不知道了。他从椅子上弹起三丈多高,连连大叫:哇!你太幸福了!竟然有机会聆听周先生教诲!太幸福了!半天才冷静下来,用稍缓和的语气问,你们那儿还有什么比较年轻的牛人吗?我说,我们家楼底下刚搬进一位五十多岁的,好像叫张家龙,不知道干什么的。他连连说,我知道我知道,他也是搞逻辑和哲学的,我小学时候就看他的书了。说着从书包里掏出一本图书馆的书,翻到中间一页,指着上面的一个脚注说,喏,就是这本。我探头过去瞅了一眼,见一个冗长的书名后头跟着“张家龙”三字,在我看来和黄家驹也没什么区别。我得意地炫耀说,我还去过他家呢。他马上又不行了,掐着我的脖子拷问道,哇!你跟他探讨什么问题了么?我说,有的有的。他红着腮帮子逼问,是康德还是黑格尔?我终于有点不好意思,老老实实地答道,张先生问我,“小朋友,我们家电费这月多少钱?”

    说过文史哲,还得回到钱江的老本行,数学和物理。相传钱江小学升初中的时候,被人大附中校长面试。那变态校长对钱江的天才早有不满,一时头脑发热,狞笑着出了一道微分,不想竟被钱江做出,登时晕厥。钱江有个邻居是我高中同学,告诉我说钱江打小每个周末被他爸关在书店里不让出来,久而久之,数学物理什么的就都练出来了。我听到这个说法之后第一个反应是他爸够狠,第二个反应是他爸一定看过武状元苏乞儿。我去钱江家做客,见他书架床头桌上脸盆里无一处不是书。枕畔一本厚厚的柏拉图,希腊原文加英文注释,是他在北大选学希腊文的辅助教材,吓得我不小心打了个喷嚏,又从书架顶端震落一本形散神不散的外斯科夫《二十世纪物理学》,一打听又是他小学时候看的。他小学时已如此生猛,到中学就更加不可收拾,竞赛获奖无数,高中时候还去罗马尼亚拿了块牌(不是IPhO)。待进了北大物理系,那更是公认的大才子,师生皆尽叹服。我每次听他跟我讲物理都觉得是一种享受。大二的某一个晚上我酒足饭饱之后在三教走廊里溜达,碰到他急匆匆下楼,就把他拦住,随便聊了几句,怎么的就说开了去,一路谈到人生观世界观,最后他心潮澎湃地给我讲起他的终极理想,那就是做Einstein、Godel那样纯粹的思想者。为此他立誓做物理到三十,再视能力修正进一步的方向。他整整两个小时的旁征博引苦口婆心,终于让我信服我们学物理不仅仅是从兴趣出发,有时候甚至是一种责任,因为这个世界从被创造出的那一刻起,就需要有专门的人来理解它,即物理学家。其实在钱江给我灌输这些道理之前,我早就认识到他是一个高级趣味的人。举例说,一次理论力学课间,96的一个师兄很客气地管我借望远镜。我不明所以,顺手递过,却没想到警觉的钱江马上在一旁叫起来,你们想干什么!可惜为时已晚,话音未落,三教教室窗前已是万头攒动,近半个班的男生挤成一团,争先恐后地抢夺我那个简陋的望远镜观察下面游泳池中的无辜女生。钱江见势不妙,横刀立马一夫当关,妄图用血肉之躯堵住汹涌的人潮,可怜还不及站稳,就被大众的车水马龙淹没,只剩一个脑袋浮在人群之上,仿佛还要叫几声,却又被周围“美女!”“调焦距!”的呐喊盖过,终于细不可闻了。叹钱江一代物理系正选守门员,堂堂北大校运会百米第四,竟落得如此下场!惨案过后三月有余,大家念起钱江,仍不由得拇指一竖,赞道“是条汉子!”“道德高尚!”——所以说,我早就知道钱江高尚,只是在那天晚上正经听他大谈个人理想之前,我想不到他竟然高尚至斯。从那天起我就衷心祝愿他transfer成功,尽早出去为中国学生挣脸。果然不久他就如愿以偿,奔Stanford去也。一年后GRE考2400的maverick偶然读到他申请时写的essay,惊惶无措,再不敢称学过英语,那是后话。

    钱江去美国之后,和我联络减少。中途他曾回来几次,我却只见了他一面。听说他在Stanford选了无穷多门物理数学课,还选学拉丁文,期末考试前一个礼拜住在图书馆里,每天只睡三两个小时。后来就是他不幸被一个从架子上翻落的沉重仪器击中头部,一时血流不止,支撑着摸到电话机旁奋力拨出911。所幸警卫和医护人员及时赶到,方无大碍。一位警官还煞有介事地问他被何人袭击,他无奈指了指身旁那个沾血的仪器。饶是他一贯身体强健,这次也不免住院一月。再后来,就是他去Harvard读博,音信渐无,再不知晓。

    哦,忘了说我们是怎么认识的。那是一次电视台举办的名为“著名科学家和青少年见面”的无聊活动,我和他一同作为著名青少年应邀参加。会上他听说我是北大附中的,第一句话就是冉鹰怎么没来?我解释说冉鹰参加化学竞赛去了。他接着就评论说,冉鹰很厉害,“雷达杯”第一。我那时已经知道“雷达杯”在北京上海广州三地一年一届,考试范围极广,数理化天地生无所不包。冉鹰是第三届的第一,光奖金就有一万,钱江则比他低两名,亦是名声大噪。我一时找不出别的话题,干脆顺着他的话线接下去说,雷达杯的题目很难啊,我记得有一道题给了几种怪鸟,然后问哪些擅长爬树,哪些擅长游泳。钱江被问得愣了一下,茫然地看了我一会,终于很不解地说,你难道不知道鸟是分作鸣禽、猛禽、攀禽、游禽、涉禽的么?

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    ※ 修改:?Fang 於 02月19日18:42:41 修改本文?[FROM: 大话西游站]

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    天下事,

    十有八九不如意,

    每天攀岩10小时就是如此.....

    ※ 来源:?北大未名站 bbs.pku.edu.cn?[FROM: 162.105.36.223]

    9/1/2006

    What' up, Postdoc?(zz)

    转自http://gezhi.org/node/288



    What' up, Postdoc?

    mayue 在 周五, 2006-09-01 15:03 提交

    一篇最近的IEEE Spectrum的文章,关于科学工作者的职业生涯的(How to climb the academic ladder)。正在读博士或者博士已经“后”了几年的读者值得一读。

    里面提到的"Tenure clock"是六年。

    What's Up, Postdoc?

    By Prachi Patel-Predd

    How to climb the academic ladder

    Late one night, Richard J. Radke was at his desk, putting together applications for faculty jobs. Nearing the completion of his Ph.D., he was hoping to embark on an academic career. A senior professor he knew well took Radke aside and said, “I hate to tell you this, but it’s going to be brutal,” he recalls. Radke, now an assistant professor in electrical, computer, and systems engineering at Rensselaer Polytechnic Institute, in Troy, N.Y., admits that his professor was right. Even once he’d landed a job, for the first few years he was constantly busy and stressed out as he learned the ropes and started worrying about tenure.

    Roughly 28 percent of all electrical and computer engineering Ph.D.s follow the academic career path, according to a 2003 survey of doctoral recipients by the U.S. National Science Foundation. After five or six years as graduate students—a grueling stretch of time spent in proving that they can develop their own ideas and become well versed in research methods and goals—freshly minted Ph.D.s find themselves at the bottom rung of the academic ladder. Now their objectives must be to prove themselves in their fields, contribute to the learning in those fields, and in countries where it is offered, get tenure.

    It is the start of serious multitasking—simultaneously writing research grant proposals, publishing journal and conference papers, advising graduate students, teaching multiple courses, and serving on school committees and engineering organizations. As Radke points out, the process can be very intimidating and stressful.

    Typically, young academics in the United States start out as assistant professors, become associate professors if they get tenure, and may then be promoted to full professors.

    Tenure at most schools requires some combination of research, teaching, and service on administrative committees. Schools usually do not weigh the service aspect as heavily as the others, and the emphasis on teaching and research varies, based on the school.

    At research institutions, the focus is, naturally enough, on research. “If you’re an excellent researcher and a so-so teacher, you’re okay,” says Russ Joseph, an assistant professor in electrical engineering and computer science at Northwestern University, in Evanston, Ill. “If you’re a so-so researcher and an excellent teacher, that’s not going to fly.”

    Conversely, liberal arts institutions generally emphasize teaching ability, although they do encourage research. At Swarthmore College, in Pennsylvania, there are no graduate students, but faculty members run research labs with the help of talented undergraduate researchers and funding from the college, says Associate Professor Bruce Maxwell. Swarthmore also gives faculty members a research sabbatical every four years, a leave Maxwell is taking advantage of this year by working at a small start-up company.

    Institutions that focus predominantly on undergraduate studies, such as Rose-Hulman Institute of Technology, in Terre Haute, Ind., usually make good teaching the top qualification for tenure. At Rose-Hulman, there is no pressure to write research proposals or to get funding, says Mario Simoni, an assistant professor of electrical and computer engineering, who chose the school because he wanted to teach. “I enjoy interaction with students, and I didn’t want to spend my time worrying about where my next million dollars were going to come from,” he says.

    Just as a school’s emphasis can shape its tenure requirements, its size can also affect who gets tenure. The opinions of individuals on a tenure committee in a smaller school can carry more weight than those in larger schools and could lead to more subjective decisions, Simoni says. On the other hand, there is a greater chance that people on the tenure committee in smaller schools are familiar with your research and could judge you better, Maxwell says.

    The exact issues that young academics face depend on the school, but the pressure of the “tenure clock” is always on their minds. The term refers to the time period, six years or so, that young academics have to secure tenure. After that, chances are they’ll find it impossible to get tenure at all.

    That time frame can have a negative effect. The emphasis on research, for instance, can create undue pressure to publish. “In some sense, I feel a little guilty about being so driven about getting papers out,” Radke says. “In the ideal sense of a scholar, you shouldn’t be thinking about getting a paper out all the time.”

    Sometimes less is more. At the University of Michigan, in Ann Arbor, Domitilla Del Vecchio, assistant professor in electrical engineering and computer science, finds there is less pressure to churn out papers, because “they put a lot of stress on quality of publications rather than on quantity.”

    “A lot of publication occurs not because you have a great new idea but [because] you have an idea in your head that I need so many publications,” says Gill Pratt, associate professor of electrical and computer engineering at the Franklin W. Olin College of Engineering, in Needham, Mass. Olin is taking an entirely different approach to faculty development by eliminating the tenure process completely. Instead, the college gives faculty members five-year contracts that are renewed based on teaching and research performance. [For more on Olin’s new approach to engineering education, see “ The Olin Experiment,” IEEE Spectrum, May.]

    Pratt, who was previously an associate professor at MIT, says that the key difference at Olin is that faculty, besides conducting traditional research, are encouraged to contribute to the field by participating in government service, consulting, and founding start-up companies. “Olin is recognizing that different people don’t have to fit exactly the same mold,” Pratt says. “We’re trying to show that entrepreneurship along with research can exist together.”

    Apart from the entrepreneurship principle, Olin’s system is similar to that in the United Kingdom, where reforms in the 1980s abolished tenure. British academics hold fixed-term appointments and are reevaluated at the end of the term, which can lead to their losing their positions. Tenure also does not exist in Japan, India, China, and other Asian countries, but although there are no guarantees, a full-time academic job in these countries is usually a permanent position.

    The system varies widely in Europe. In most countries, including France, Germany, and Italy, only senior academics are appointed professors, a venerable, tenured position. Junior faculty members, typically called lecturers, can have fixed-term or permanent contracts, but they usually do not move up the ranks at the same university.

    A key difference is that European countries give preference to older, more experienced people, says the Italian-born Del Vecchio, who is familiar with the European academic system. After earning their Ph.D.s, people commonly get postdocs, temporary positions to gain additional teaching and research experience, instead of being hired as assistant professors, she adds. In the United States, postdocs are a norm in science disciplines such as biology and physics but are uncommon for engineers; the NSF survey shows that electrical engineers make up only 0.5 percent of all postdocs.

    The U.S. tenure process is considered a way to judge a new academic’s potential and weed out weaker candidates. But Olin’s Pratt argues that it is not the only way. Contrary to what some believe, the absence of a tenure system only makes him work harder, he says, because of the freedom to be creative, develop new courses, think about fresh ways to teach the same concepts, and consult with the industry and develop new products. “One of the fallacies of the tenure system is that if there weren’t hoops to jump through, faculty would sit around and have coffee all day long,” he says. “[Here] folks create their own hoops to jump through.”

    But others believe that tenure drives the bar up for quality. Radke says that the tenure clock pushes him to do more and makes him a better researcher. According to Michael Flynn, associate professor of electrical engineering and computer science at the University of Michigan, “The tenure process is one of the reasons that the U.S. has the best schools in the world.” Northwestern’s Joseph believes that the job security that comes with tenure gives academics freedom to voice their opinions and to perform high-risk, high-reward research as well as teaching.

    Whether or not people spend their time as assistant professors stressing about getting tenure, Radke believes they clearly love what they are doing if they have chosen academic careers, especially in engineering. Unlike such other fields as liberal arts and social sciences, it is much easier to get a high-paying private-sector job in the technology field, he says. Like other academics, he chose the career for the freedom of pursuing research that interests him and for the rewards of teaching. “There is nothing like the academic lifestyle for flexibility,” he says. “No one is watching over my shoulder to see when I’m in the office.”

    长生殿

    八月二十七日,于家中

    我问时间,那总是我所珍惜的
    为什么总是我所珍惜的
    童年,依恋,成长,红颜
    白兰树下,春蚕至死,木棉花落,紫荆花开
    火炉边,长长的思念

    寻梦?撑长篙,溯康草
    年少轻狂,只不过是梅花村的世界
    东风吹破了少时的舞鞋
    白云的微笑,火焰的思念
    我真的相信能等到我的时间
    时间却知道她不值得我流连

    黄花岗?那也不过是同一个乐园
    小小的天空,撑不起半边
    无数的得意和失意
    梦总是短,期待着离别
    我告诉花儿叶儿我不需要人理解
    青草笑一笑说别傻了
    小王子懂得一切

    从今天的朝阳回到昨天的晚霞
    晚霞里面还有什么留念
    白云飘去,带走了全部的时间
    绿色也淡了,故都秋意正浓
    她们都有了自己的一片天
    我却愕然看到了一簇白发
    像儿时的棉花糖萦绕在手心
    香火再盛,桃花依旧
    断了线的风筝,断了线的心弦
    白兰花香,映红了笑脸
    那是我的影子,我的从前

    我还记得那碗鸡汤,还有那无数个夜
    还有还有,考场上懊悔的泪水
    以及对那数不清的苹果鸭梨的怀念
    那张被泪水浸湿的试卷还躺在屉中
    代替我常驻晚霞,守住这最后一片
    突然觉得以前是多么浮浅,看不到往事如烟
    直到手被握住的那一刹,心的颤抖,模糊了双眼
    那些虾啊蟹啊,我已经没什么感觉
    但那一声满足的叹息,着实唤起了那种身为人子的愧倦

    这才发现我的世界小得可怜
    太多太多债没还,太多太多情还欠
    七月七日长生殿,香火萦绕,歌声袅袅
    我何必执着于我的时间
    他们都在看着我,就像看着他们灵魂的源泉
    就算他们连名字都淡忘
    或者只能隔着玻璃片
    没有什么比这个世界还小
    没有什么比这抹淡妆还艳
    没有什么比这条长城还短
    没有什么比这口清茶还烈

    这是一条望不到头的小路,明亮而宽敞
    我的灵魂在上面赶路,永无殇。